‘Totally captures the highs and lows, emotional and personal costs associated with those aspiring to be part of the tough world that is the music business’ COSEY FANNI TUTTI

I’m a Londoner now. I’m a voice in the noise. I’m ready.

It’s the turn of the millennium and, landing in London with nothing but her CD collection and demo tape, Orla Quinn moves into a squalid Kilburn house with her best mate and a band called Shiva.

Orla wants to make music, but juggling two jobs and partying every night isn’t helping. Back in Ireland her parents’ marriage has crumbled, she’s not speaking to her father, and her mother and sister are drinking too much.

While Orla’s own dreams seem to be going nowhere, Shiva are on the brink of something big. But as the hype around the band intensifies, so does the hedonism, and relationships in the house are growing strained.

This is the story of a young woman thrashing through life, trying to find home in a strange new place. It’s also a story about music: how it can break you down and build you back up again, and how to find your rhythm when all you hear is noise.

Praise for The Mess We’re In:

‘I’m so sad it’s over. I could have read another sixty chapters . . . A fantastic read’ JOANNE MCNALLY

‘Beautifully painted, well set up and realistic’ SARA COX

‘A dizzying tale of young adulthood and the glimmering freedom and not-so-good decisions that come with it.’ CHLOE ASHBY

Praise for Mother Mother:

‘A writer whose understanding and capturing of human nature comes as easily to her as breathing’ CANDICE CARTY-WILLIAMS

‘Writes with flair and confidence rarely seen in a debut’ SINÉAD GLEESON

‘Tender, surprising, occasionally bleak, moving and delicate’ IRISH TIMES

‘A study of grief, addiction and what it means to be a mother’ STYLIST

‘Melancholy, beautifully unadorned prose’ MAIL ON SUNDAY

‘Annie Macmanus is writer whose understanding and capturing of human nature comes as easily to her as breathing’ CANDICE CARTY-WILLIAMS

‘A work of gilded melancholy that is going to take everyone by surprise’ UNA MULLALLY

‘Macmanus writes with flair and confidence rarely seen in a debut’ SINÉAD GLEESON

One Saturday morning, TJ McConnell wakes up to find his mother, Mary, gone. He doesn’t know where – or why – but he’s the only one who can help find her.

Mary grew up longing for information about the mother she never knew. Her brother could barely remember her, and their father numbed his pain with drink.

Now aged thirty-seven, Mary has lived in the same house her whole life. She’s never left Belfast. TJ, who’s about to turn eighteen, is itching to see more of the world.

But when his mother disappears, TJ begins to realise what he’s been taking for granted.

MOTHER MOTHER takes us down the challenging road of Mary’s life while following TJ’s increasingly desperate search for her, as he begins to discover what has led her to this point.

This is a story about family, grief, addiction and motherhood, and it asks an important question – if you spend your life giving everything to the ones you love, do you risk losing yourself along the way?

‘A brilliant book…that explores the brutal legacy of addiction and the consequences of a deep grief left to stagnate’ Sara Cox

‘A tender, surprising, occasionally bleak, moving and delicate book’ Irish Times

‘A study of grief, addiction and what it means to be a mother’ Stylist

‘Melancholy, beautifully unadorned prose’ Mail on Sunday

‘Unflinching and unsparing but also beautifully written’ Daily Mail

‘An incredible debut’ Daily Mirror

‘A page-turning exploration of grief, addiction, young motherhood and unbreakable family ties’ British Vogue

‘Annie Macmanus is writer whose understanding and capturing of human nature comes as easily to her as breathing’ CANDICE CARTY-WILLIAMS

‘A work of gilded melancholy that is going to take everyone by surprise’ UNA MULLALLY

‘Macmanus writes with flair and confidence rarely seen in a debut’ SINÉAD GLEESON

One Saturday morning, TJ McConnell wakes up to find his mother, Mary, gone. He doesn’t know where – or why – but he’s the only one who can help find her.

Mary grew up longing for information about the mother she never knew. Her brother could barely remember her, and their father numbed his pain with drink.

Now aged thirty-seven, Mary has lived in the same house her whole life. She’s never left Belfast. TJ, who’s about to turn eighteen, is itching to see more of the world.

But when his mother disappears, TJ begins to realise what he’s been taking for granted.

MOTHER MOTHER takes us down the challenging road of Mary’s life while following TJ’s increasingly desperate search for her, as he begins to discover what has led her to this point.

This is a story about family, grief, addiction and motherhood, and it asks an important question – if you spend your life giving everything to the ones you love, do you risk losing yourself along the way?

‘A brilliant book…that explores the brutal legacy of addiction and the consequences of a deep grief left to stagnate’ Sara Cox

‘A tender, surprising, occasionally bleak, moving and delicate book’ Irish Times

‘A study of grief, addiction and what it means to be a mother’ Stylist

‘Melancholy, beautifully unadorned prose’ Mail on Sunday

‘Unflinching and unsparing but also beautifully written’ Daily Mail

‘An incredible debut’ Daily Mirror

‘A page-turning exploration of grief, addiction, young motherhood and unbreakable family ties’ British Vogue